Forgiveness hasn’t been a one-and-done decision. Some days I feel light and at peace. Other days, those old feelings show back up like uninvited guests. But here’s what I’m learning in real time about what it means to truly forgive and how God keeps meeting me in the middle of the mess.

What would you do if God told you to drop everything and move? Not figuratively—like literally pack your life up, leave everything familiar, and go somewhere you’ve never been? Sounds wild, right? I know. But that’s exactly what my husband and I have been walking through for over a decade now. Since the day we said “I do” back in 2013, God has repeatedly asked us to do things that don’t make sense on paper. Steps that look straight-up crazy to the world. We’ve had to learn